I’ve been looking at the same words
Four times ten days
And I don’t care about your derivatives

I’m sitting here kind of
but really not sure about
why I started to derive you as an adjective
a sweet, sweet adjective

Your adjectivity warms my serendipity
I was lucky that you found me
four times ten days ago

But things are not as bright as it used to be
I’m drowning sorrow and teeth in coffee
I’m not really complaining
just procrastinating

And this could be my final song
My headstone should say: He derived his brain away
and he did for forty days straight
Yeah, this could be my final song
My headstone should say: He derived his brain away
and he did for forty days straight

Come visit me in my deadness
To be or not be doubting the core premise of my entirety, my anxiety, my eternity
Is this just words for the sake of words?
Well, what did you expect?
Comprehensive tenderness?

This could be my final song
My headstone should say: He derived his brain away
And he did for forty days straight
Yeah, this will be my fi

Life goes on, but depression struck us hard
Strike us hard
Struck us hard
The morning sun is cruel to you
cruel to me
and cruel to you and then to me
my love
is hardship ever hard enough?
Let us melt together
Let us melt down forever